where i stood

tallulah, isn't she pretty?

well im up and recovering.. very ugly. dreading going back to school - ESPECIALLY if it's going to be looking like this. have been doing nothing. one visitor, mums friend...but im content watching movies with the dog, sitting in the sun sewing and listening to my sick beatzzzzz.

nothing interesting to look forward to these holidays at all. which is very depressingggggg but im hoping that when i look normal i will go out and do something!

i shouldnt complain so much...i've had some really lovely messages and my facebook wall is covered in well-wishes (real/superficial, i don't care), received the most beautiful flowers in the mail on friday night from my grandparents and i burst into tears, it was just so nice to know people were thinking about me when i was feeling so shitty. everything will be good in a couple of weeks (fingers crossed). reading over my last post i was a bit of a mess haha.. i sound like a mega drama queen but i guess it's better than me actually saying that stupid self-obsessive crap to peoples faces!

so yes currently enjoying a bit of oyster, vogue and russh... all my money has gone to magazines lately i'm really addicted. hopefully these will be the last for a while! today i put some writing on a pair of undies.. and im thinking i might fiz up a couple of tops& shorts this week aswell, will post pics soon :)

currently on my wishlist (much would be appreciated before december 5):

- beige trench coat

- sunglasses

- nice winter skirt

- boots

- good quality flats

and no im not stupid, i realise AUSTRALIAN winter is done and dusted ;)