Wednesday, September 16, 2009

hospital

do you think it's stupid that i have written goodbye letters to people that mean the most to me, even if this operation is only minor?
and do you think it's even more ridiculous that when i went to school today, the majority of my friends forgot that my surgery was tomorrow, and hardly any even bothered to say goodbye to me?
do you think it's a bit dramatic of me to be upset that nobody cared when i was crying?
do you think i'm a dickhead to be crying in the first place?
do you think i'm stupid for hoping that someone will remember to visit me?
do you think that it's kind of ironic that only the nerdy boys from school who have never talked to me in my life are suddenly the only people well-wishing me over facebook? (although i did get a lovely message from my friends boyfriend)
do you think i'm overreacting?
because i am seriously so emotional right now it's rediculous.....

3 comments:

Kaz said...

i don't think you're silly!
i know it's like one week after your surgery! I only just came across your blog. but I don't think you're over-reacting at all! your feelings are totally valid and I probably would have also written good bye letters. If no one said good luck to me for surgery, i would have been extremely upset that no-one remembered, no matter how minor it is.

so no. i dont' think you over-reacted whatsoever and i hope you are well on the way to recovery! x

liz said...

oh you're lovely! i am recovering, and feeling a lot happier now thats its all over :) thankyou!

Kaz said...

YAY! i'm glad to hear it! && you're welcome! :)